In this journey of life I am forced
to walk alone.
Do I want to? no.
Do I need to? i don't know.
but nonetheless I have nowhere else to go.

people come and go
people use and throw
My hopes gets high and low

my heart gets sadder
with each loss that occurs.

my heart aches more
with every pain I receive

I have no answers to my misery

but then, I have no tools to turn it around too.

The road is full of thorns
but it's the only pathway for me.

i have no choice but to move forward even if i bleed.

i might reach my destination but I will be dead by then, I'm sure.

From within I am already dead
but
my body wont be alive
when my destination will arrive.

god, i don't know
why you chose me, for this experience.
but I take it with watery eyes
and a broken smile.

hopefully one day I sleep so deep
that I never get up.

© shivangi