There's nothing that hurts more
than your purpose taken away
you're struckin by your last chance
but even with your head held high there's nothing you can say.

Their minds were made up
it's already too late
I've cut off my limbs
I'm not sure
how much more
this knott can take
how it can last?
it's the same knott from before
a different path from my past.

I don't know where I'm going
but I pray somebody hears me
either way I'll regret my decision
while thirsty and spinning
though the sorry truth
was worth knowing
since the very beginning.

So take my son
and both of our lives
take away his world
and my pride too
break me down
so I learn to fly
I just hope I'm not cursed
like the Moon.

I look far
and I reflect
"there's nothing I don't know"
I stand beside myself screaming
at the one they all think they know
I hate that visual
Ryder told me one day
he wishes for him and I .....
he said
"you are my only Mommy, but their taking you away from me, why?"
I told him I didn't know?....

as we held hands
walking alone
through our enchanted forest
we both turned to each other
but just to glance
but it held the depth
of the love
we both somehow knew
no longer had a chance.

But in the strength

when he seen my tears

...and he only knew
how much I really did try
he told me not to worry!
He said "Let's go now mom,
let's take off to the sky!"

Now their heads are shaking
staring in the ground
I know they're tears all too well
I hate that sound
my eyes begin to bleed
when I start to look around.

Now I am here
and I continue missing you
the Lord knows if I could
different is all I would do
not a day went by
if I couldn't be with you
I was left with bearly any strength
to die

so please never give up
and always try.

Remove the sticks
out of my eyes
and tell me anything
but lies
treat me as if
I was never gone
and for anyone who might listen
play our favorite songs
choose the good of everything
forget my wrongs
and no matter where you go
keep with you this special truth
this one thing
they could not take
that's the depth of my love
for you.