I'm Still Lost.

I thought that I was dreaming,
I thought it was not real,
But the pain it really hurts and it's truly how I feel.
These memories keep coming back,
And so do all of the tears.
I hear your voice,
and as quick as the smile came, it quickly goes... Disappears.
I do not know what is happening,
because you always held my hand.
You said that you would never let go,
that is what I do not understand.
A lot of...