Feeling heedlessness ..
I don't wanna cry
How I repeat these scenes
" Oh God " Why !!????
Trying to Knock out overself ..
To be the odd bold oneself..
Late night talks with strange. personality within yours..
Constantly questioning your opinions and thoughts with endless talks no one knows
battles between the head and the. heart ..
no winners but tough competes with self one..
Do these even matter as I grow??
Or are these just empty cerebration God knows ..
Yet I feel to talk out but remain dumb for somehow ..
Remaining silent feels crazy but scribbling out those words makes it easy .
Agreements with conditions to be dealt.. preparing myself. I know I am doing it well.
No more botherings astern now
Flourishing myself as I forward
Realising I can do much more .
There are no scales that can measure thou .
compiling experiences that taught.
Now manuscripting all these tough odds ..