It's been so many years now,
Almost everything about you has changed,
Your actions and words were not the same as before,
Sincerity and pure cares now seemed to blurr.
I thought it was just me and the way I do,
But then I found out,t'was only just you.

Unlike before your patience were these long,
But now you grew impatient and temper grew strong.
I could not believe that you would treat me this bad,
Hoping for true happiness which I almost had,
Almost everytime your mood will gone sour,
I just keep silent in the corner I'll cower,
Zipping my mouth with disappointment and ache,
Carry this heavy heart and your love so fake.

I wished to go back to the day we first met,
So I could undo my 'yes' with no more regret,
And tell this heart to calm and be wise,
To choose the right one who's not a master of lies.



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