I'm invoking with I'll provoking a static point of view, in this I'm hoping to attract a peaceful State of mind have you, without lacking I'm not unacting but instead waiting on you, do you say you are waiting on me it must be a unattainable situation unless you see; it's not clandestines it's not subterfuge, those are traits that I know well and I see your tree so well, that is just unfantastic but totally tragic, and without any provocation of any situation that I'm trying to adjust to, I've reached out so many times I've rung your bell I built you close, yet you don't utter a word, when I try I see I did denied and I'm utterly absent of the mind of chasing after you, it's not hesitation or rejection or any negative situation that you think, it's simply I love you unconditionally without hesitation whether you believe it or not it's true, one day you will find maybe in time maybe sooner than later and that would be great, but must see that I am you you or me and we are together even though you think we're separately two, maybe in time you'll come to mind and understand that what you're projecting is reflecting because I'm a mirror to you! in fact we mirror each other so perfectly your insurance for me unseparable. so think not and do all not that I am not next to you but understand that simply I have not the ability to come after you, so in fact you said my name is Jack but I was another at that time it was a pen name; nevertheless it spits the picture cuz I am jacked without you, You're so Divine your love is true you're so divide and cute and polite too but you're so used to being a boss and everybody running to do what you want them to that you get frustrated that I don't do the same, I don't have that ability it's not a part of me I'm an alpha male and that's so f****** true, so if you want to speak to me speak to me nicely sweetly with honey lips and suckle kisses and I will be there with you, any other hesitation provocation or provocation of a situation that is not, filled with honey and kisses and blisses too we just separate me further and give me the run so if that's what you plan to do then by all means do what you do, but if in fact you're tired of being lonely and you want me to come to you you first must understand and comply, you need to love yourself before you can love me too, it is not so bad to be alone I prefer it much better than anything else, unless that else is without you. my life hasn't been fine though I've done fine things and a smiled and acted like everything was on the slide, it was with a heavy heart everyday I spent every minute of the day I thought of you, you're the first style on my mind when I wake up you're the last thought on my mind when I fall asleep and my dreams are always filled with you. love you now I love you then I love you before time even begin, and a long after it's through. so baby if you have the ability come see me and I'll show unconditional love to you.
Thomas Ott to T.S.
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