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I want to cry
I should be focusing on my work
but it gets too much
too hard
I'm not enough, or atleast I always feel like so
I'm not worthy, but I try every second to proove otherwise
even if it's worthless
there's no pain in trying
there's no gain in sitting back and crying over who is gone, what is done
what will never return
there's a tragic longing behind my every smile
there's a stupid memory behind my every word
you linger in my poems all the time,
and so you do, in my head ,
my heart, my world
but it's just your shadows that I keep chasing
when the day will finally come
I find myself alone
searching for the past year,
in the mirror reflection...
© nervous_system
but it gets too much
too hard
I'm not enough, or atleast I always feel like so
I'm not worthy, but I try every second to proove otherwise
even if it's worthless
there's no pain in trying
there's no gain in sitting back and crying over who is gone, what is done
what will never return
there's a tragic longing behind my every smile
there's a stupid memory behind my every word
you linger in my poems all the time,
and so you do, in my head ,
my heart, my world
but it's just your shadows that I keep chasing
when the day will finally come
I find myself alone
searching for the past year,
in the mirror reflection...
© nervous_system
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