Under the covers
Of night
With darkness
To wrap
Its cold arms around me
And silence
To whisper
Sweet nothings in my ear
I sat.....sat
Sat wanting it all
To end.

With
Thoughts of
How to
And fastest way to
End it
My only grip
To a reality of a life
Hidden away from outside
The walls of torment
Called my room.

Under the covers
Of night
I wonder and
Forever will wonder
If decision to not end it
Was truly worth it.

*Darker the Dinka*
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