That guilty feeling
Built up inside
You need to say sorry
Swallow your pride

Flowing with anger
Emotions uncontrolled
Lays heavy on my conscience
Feel I may explode

Feel so all alone
Surrounded by people I love
I'd do anything in the world for them
When push comes down to shove

Unhappy with myself
Not flowing with hopes and dreams
I've simple become another cog in the wheel
Or at least that's how it seems

If tomorrow brought opportunity
To pursue anything I wanted
I don't even know what that would be
My ambitions are now haunted

Struggle to find my way
Need to learn to love myself
Never achieved any major goals
Never aquired any wealth

Full of insecurities
Don't feel I do much right
So goddamn exhausted
Still can't sleep at night

Years behind my friends
Their children all have grown
Married now and children themselves
Buying homes of their own

Have nothing to my name
A few belongings and a car
Feel so unacomplished
I'll never be a star

My light is very faded
One may say extinguished
Never will I be famous
Admired or distinguished



© whiskeybreath