I know you think I'm crazy,

I get what I deserve.

My sight is beginning hazy.

Do I even have the nerve?

I know you...
are plugged in .

To our skin,
Deep within,
'til it hurts;
'til it's numb
til you think
You got me under your thumb.
i don't care,
what you think.
You can swear.,
You can link .
Go on, try.
Do your best
I'd rather die with the rest!



Your skill-set doesn't scare me,

Had a bed feeling, since birth.
But you underestimated, a baby,
It's your turn , and you get, what's deserved,

I have been used
and abused.
Heard you lie,
Made me cry,

I obeyed you
and still watched you.

I reached my arms towards you,
with my arms stretched.

but I'm left crying on the ground.

Awful strain,
so much, pain.
As I drain,
and become more insane?

I look back in my life,
I must find it out, now.
What is my purpose???
I'll have to learn how.
In finding where I fit,
and if there's even a, point?



I know you think in crazy,
I got what I deserved,
Now my sight is lazy.
And, Yes!
I built up the nerve.


I know your
plugged in

to our skin,
deep within

All our thoughts
what we love most.
What we like,
What we eat .

And when we
close our eyes,
Your watching us sleep.

Please make a note of the good times.
then I woke up...
but not, one peep !

Didn't float,
wasn't a boat,
And ,I didn't fly.

Instantanously visualize,
a boat sailing by,
which made me cry.

But wait! That's strange,
No sound will emit.


Please don't think I'm crazy.
Because I do feel as though I have lost.
lost them, lost me!
and
Not coming back, unless it's free!
Unless the evil is taken over, And far away from you and me???
What is my purpose, and is there a point?
We will have to watch very, very close!