it's difficult being cynical
I should be in the clinic
always say I'll go in a minute
I'm just testing
setting
petting
on my ego
I can do it better
bet me
doctors can't comprehend the
complexities I'm dealing with
its a problem I insist
I tried three or four
but it began to bore me
like. asong on repeat
have you tried breathing
well what about counting what youre seeing
listen I grew up a little different
this crazy is persistent
I try to fight it
but it's so strong can't even bite it

(more to come)

© Jada E. Clark