The garbage is piled up so much that
i cant even sit next to you
of course I just want to be weak
and give up too.
Just another sad little boy pointing fingers
This type of dread: It lingers.
Im giving up on the hope that things will ever be the same.
I Keep reminding myself that your anger is not my demon to tame.
Im sorry that im stuck.
Thinking about you again.
Wondering why insecurity and degradation has increased.
When all im looking for from you is peace.
Why refuse to love me the way i want to be loved
You wont budge much less go the extra mile.
News flash, your not a judge,
Did anyone ever teach you how to not hold a grudge.
I know you have it in you to be right to me.
Instead im knees deep in denial.
You keep reminding me of my flaws,
as if im a criminal
But This is no trial.
Your hatred is clearly clouding your vision now constantly
Im realizing youll never truly see me.
And even if you did recognize the changes that i have been steadily making?
You still claim im not the one worth taking.
as i accept you in my life no longer.
Missed connection
love bomber
saying what he
had to say to get
a peace of ass.
Wish i could go back in time and choose to pass.

© Lizdashi$