Side note. This may be very triggering for some people regarding SA, Reader discretion advised. Also, this is very personal to me so please be gentle with me
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You date raped me
I’m at your place
We’re having a good time
Or so I think
Next thing I know I blink
Im in ur bed
Ur cuddling up to my body, putting your hand on the top of my head
In the beginning you made me feel kind of weird
With your tone and agression
Your words masked with fear
Had me feeling kind of weary
Your dominant vocal style and the way ur body moved made me uncomfortable
I would rather be in a zoo with a caged animal
At least I know in the beginning what I’m dealing with
Felt like your prey but I tried to play it cool
I developed a new attitude just for you
Made myself smaller and thinner
Wanting the male gaze to fit apon my chest perfectly
Like a flower about to blossom
Just wanted to be good for you
Wanted to be your flower without being snipped
I should of dipped when I had the chance
Cause you date raped me
You were sending me confused signals
Back and forth
Putting all the blame on me when I had something to say
You said you were straight forward and upfront
But I think that’s just a lie you tell yourself to not seem verbally abusive
Later that night
You said you wanted sex and I said I didn’t
When you got upset I switched onto to a better sexual position
For you
I then told you I wanted to fuck and you told me you weren’t...