The days aint as bright, the night sky ain't as beautiful, as it once was, its darkness everywhere, I can't see a perfect road, I see a blurry bend I think I'm going around again, this life's got me feeling I'm on a carasoul going around and around in my head til nothing's clear all the faces I knew are blurry, all the times I knew and the memories created, the visions going slowly it's all a distant memory, All though I still remember that memory is growing fainter and fainter, I am at my witts ends I am ready to throw in the towel, but just when you think your losing it all cos I look around I am losing everything around me, everyone I came to know and love are gone I can't see no one at all , cos when shit that effects you has an effect on them, they run, then there I see you during the times I see no one I see you, only you, like yo' did I miss that memo, didn't know love came with conditions ,cause when I love I give my all, problem is I give more then I should, more then I will ever receive that I know for sure , I wasn't taught to love purely and wholly but I learnt along the way the things I didn't want ,the shit you do not do, and the shit you do not say, those lines are drawn, U don't cross over ,U don't push the love into the ground, cos U get a little aggravated, now thats extra tension created, thats what has been the damage now the original problem ain't even in this disagreement, it ain't even a mention, this outcome is either the destroyer or the strengthener, are we super glue or adhesive do we seperate from a few fluff spots or stick together cos ain't nothing about to break that bond, we holding like tiger glue we holding on to our love strong, fuck the problems fuck the haters fuck their thoughts fuck what they want it ain't their life, its mine and its yours, pushing through when they all thought we should give up and forget our love,but they ain't know us, they ain't create us, and best believe me when I say they ain't about to destroy us,

The drama can get hektikal..... to say as such, the disagreements can get strong, it may be what most call too much, and during our fights Imma be the first to agree with them all,but when your laying next to me, your in my arms, I'm in yours ,head on your chest, I hear your heart beat so gently, I pray you hear mine, they say after a few mins of looking in your lovers eyes, if you're truly in love ,your heart beats should synchronise, I wonder each time, i hear your heart beat, as I lay on your chest nearly every night, is that shit true I wonder if Mines about to synchronise as I fall asleep cos even though you snore loudly your arms and heart beat have me hypnotized, i can't explain why ....


I get that soothing feeling when I'm wrapped in your arms, I can't stop wanting you, I know I should, cos your love for drama is not far from the love you have for your fast cars, adrenaline rush, money and numbers anything thats a challenge Babii you like shit, your so fuckin complicated 🙄🥰🙄



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