I'm in a mood right now
Struggling to stay calm
As the line between happy and sad
Blurs before my eyes
It's hard to breathe
And it hurts to think
The loneliness of being in your own mind
Is definitely crippling
Oh yes I know I need to hold on longer
But the thought of whether or not it'll be too late
Or whether it'll be work it
Keeps bursting my bubble of an actual tomorrow
Is this insanity?
Or mere insecurity?
Is this just me?
Or have I overshadowed myself?
On my own
Honestly,
It's hard to deduce my own identity,
People keep asking for more
When I'm empty inside.
Very empty
Void and full of pain
But a burning desire to continue.
© Oyindasola