I say I don't like talking including a casual hello
But in reality it's exhausting when it's shallow
I like sharing ideas and interesting thoughts
A conversation where we connect dots
Explaining what happened will be a waste of time
And trusting anyone will destroy the peace of mind
My mood never stays the same
My jokes either will be funny or lame
My heart is hardly put together containing scratches
I will burn the butterflies turning into feelings that my heart catches
Not again I will let my heart go on a journey with the destination not decided
What if I get attached once more and It's still one sided
I hate talking to anyone for many days
What if they leave but my feeling stays
What if they have many people ready to stay close
But I keep falling more and more not seeing thorns on the rose
At one moment I want to tell them everything
But at the other one I fear
What if they judge me after I take off
The mask I wear
What if they judge me for the things I impulsively did
And how will I explain that I was just an stupid kid
What if I tell them everything knowing I will reget it later
The stories I have kept unfolded till now disclosing by them being an orator
I can't be a fool again crying because I trusted
No band-aid could heal the heart badly busted
I am tired of going with the flow as it goes
I hate myself being pathetic rather I will be on my toes

© breeze_of_feb
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