What if I didn't kill Lily-may Graham?
What if little boy T-Jay grew up and raised his own children?
What if I had left the old man to live his final minutes?
What if I kept the gun in my pockets and my hands to myself?
What if I tried to control my temper...
Maybe if I ignored all those people, Maybe if I Walked right passed and ignored everything they did, maybe then I wouldn't have been trapped in this man cage.
maybe then I wouldn't have had to survive this mansion filled with nothing but hell.
maybe then I wouldn't have been receiving calls from my mother 24/7 asking me continuously where I went wrong.
maybe then I wouldn't have had so much regrets.
if only I didn't pull the trigger.

but again...
if I hadn't killed Lily-may Graham... Who was going to save those poor Carrots she pulled out of the ground?

If I hadn't shot little boy T-Jay, who was going to stop him from crossing that busy bust road?

If I hadn't killed that old man choking on his lunch who was going to help him die a less painful death?

so maybe just maybe I was right to pull the trigger.

-scar