Pain hurts too much on the inside
Can't take this feeling
Just need some healing
Something ain't right
Losing my might
To tired to fight
And I don't know why
Too weak to try
If I never wake up then Maybe I'll be alright
Maybe I won't hurt all night
I don't wanna to die
But I don't wanna cry
Lately don't even know myself
Push away any body that would help
Tryna be the person I was
Cause now I live without a cause
Feels like am going through hell
So lost but no one could tell
Lately I don't even get the notions
Cause I get lost in my emotions
I'll do anything to numb the pain
Cause it drives me insane
Don't wanna hurt the same
Don't wanna hurt again
I lost people who once knew me
These sad thoughts consume me
Overthinking and assuming
And the pain keeps resuming
I don't know how am coping
Cause lately it's been choking
If I talk,they think am joking
Just cause I don't act like it
Doesn't mean I don't feel like shit
Maybe am just over thinking everything
Maybe this is all stuck inside my head
But it gets real,when I feel the tears I shed
As I lay lonely alone in my bed
I think am better off dead
It's like am invisible in my own skin
I could try to fight but I never win
And I can't think straight
Help before it's late
Am dieing in pains
It hurts in my veins
I hide my pain and mask with a smile
But staying busy only helps for a while
I wish that I could love myself
I never feel alright
I die at night
I never see the light
Maybe it's not bright
Or maybe I lost sight