Why do I give too much ?
when they give nothing in return .
Why do I care so much ?
when what they care for is only themselves .
Why do I think to much ?
when even the slightest bit of thought about me never crosses their mind.
I was always the extra giver the one who was there for others, but they never wanted to be there for me .
A bittersweet taste of betrayal and blasphemy endlessly runs through my mind , making impact as it covers more ground .
Maybe I should stop being so extra? or maybe it's just me being a decent human ?
I do not know ,
but what I know is that i am deeply scarred, and my heart is heavy with unresolved emotions thinking about the notion of
" every man for himself".
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