I'm sorry to make you worry.
I'm sorry that I make you cry.
I'm sorry I gave you stress.
For the time I'm away from home.
I'm sorry that you see me at this state.
I'm sorry I'm depressed.
I'm sorry that I'm suicidal.
Sudden this became my current state.
I'm sorry that I've attempted countless of times.
I'm sorry I hurt myself.
I'm sorry I'm locked up.
I have no control anymore.
I'm sorry for being sorry.
I know you don't want me to apologise.
But this guilt is choking me.
I'm s.... thank you for everything♡
© Benny

#depression #sorry