Sorry I just saw this!
Just saw this?
Just saw-... just saw this?
How could you have just now saw it if I sent it days ago.
I wonder if you muted my texts.
Didn't want to hear my sappy poetry about you anymore.
I don't blame you.
I probably annoyed you with all the texts and then when I finally stopped you got comfortable in the silence.
Why is there always silence with you?
Usually I love the quite, but with you I can never tell if it's a good thing or not.
I go about my day hoping you're fine,
Hoping that you're happy while I just bleed.
There's a leak in the system,
I don't know if I can fix it.
Don't worry.
This may be the first time for blood to drip, but it isn't the first time for pain to occur.
It usually comes in a huge wave.
It crashes over me, my lungs fill with the sea salt.
My throat will burn, but in the end I'll breathe again.

With you it feels like an addiction.
I liked you, I hated you, then I liked you even more and now I just want it to stop.
Chugging the bottle of you I hit the bottom of the glass.
Swallowing the memories that loop in my mind to get...