It's one of those days again.
One of those days where I don't understand what I'm feeling.
I want to cry but I can't bring myself too.
I want to be happy but I have no reason to be.
I want to be sad but I also don't have a reason to be.
But I'm sensing so much emptiness within me.
I'm sensing that void that I always try to bury, slowly digging itself up and draining me within.
It's draining me to the point where by I feel numb.
Well I guess I just figured it out, I'm feeling numb.
© janet k.