Feels like losing myself
My own self seem deprived
In your thoughts
Couldn't make a shit out of it
But still it haunts
Heavy heart, Roaring mind
Screaming hold on
But never in the same way
My heart is pulled to sides
Parted vigorously
leaving no options to mercy
Hold on to attitude that waves ego high
and so as hold on to you
Scarifising the self esteem
Anger rages
Emotions disturbs
Lossing control of my own thoughts
Life is a miserable
Revenging on myself
© lost lamda