Unseen but still pressing
Sharping my sword as my mind is lost
Different thoughts with different port
All stored in the center of my heart.

I seem happy, I smile when needed to
Talk when needed to, and sleep when asked to...
choice is what I don't have
Against the war that started in my heart
Fighting and tackling me leaving my brain a lot to think about
More like a stone thrown into the ocean
My heart drowns every single day

I wish I suffer from...