Im forced to fight this battle
I force myself to smile,
It's been this way since
I was a child .
Wild emotions strum throughout
My being ...
My mind constantly overthinking
Hands are always shaking..
I feel so alone .
Always out of place..
5,4,3,2,1 let's go to outer space
Gravity will hold all these thoughts I got inside my head!

I wake up but cant get out of bed
Its hard to fall asleep, cause that's when they attack...when I'm sound asleep in my bed, its not just in my head, they taunt me while im sleeping, its cheating ...im paralyzed while im sleeping taking these beatings over and over again...
I wake up drenched in sweat,out of breathe..
Every time I close my eyes I deal with this shit,
© shaneia Comeaux