It was one sunny afternoon i could remember vividly.
Everything happened like a dream, i still can't believe the news,
I still feel I'm asleep and when i wake up everything will return back to normal.
With uncontrollable tears in my eyes, i broke down sobbing, i don't think i can keep on living.

I sat on the sofa, remembering what happened.
A phone call came in, i picked it up like any other call.
And a voice said hello ma, are you miss Joan?
I replied yes
The voice said we are sorry to tell you but we lost your finance in a ghastly accident.

Immediately the air i was breathing siezed.
it looks like the whole room was spinning around.
I held unto the phone like i was holding unto my life.
The voice at the other end said hello ma,
I tried to say a word of reply but i couldn't.
I woke up the surrounding looking unfamiliar to me.
I tried to open my eyes, but it was heavy.
I felt a hand on me, i blinked and i saw my loved once around me.
I knew someone was missing someone i love so much.
where am i? i asked.
The hospital a voice said.

Then i remembered everything that happened
The phone call
My fianance is dead, all our dreams together is dead.
Our upcoming marriage, our future children.
Everything is gone i shouted, life is totally worthless.
I shouldn't have picked the phone call but if i didn't it wouldn't change anything would it?
© Juliana world