Feel likelife has won
days feel like im on autopilot
never expected to tire
rest always just out of reach
invisible to those around me
my needs not acknowledge
what i want never matter
never alone yet alone is all I feel
those closest to me not seeing
the pain and tears not noticed
exhausted from life
wondering why I'm meant to suffer
why the need to keep punishing me
will i ever find happiness or love
is death my only hope for peace

© Cassie keliie