It is the end of an alchemist chapter I drowned myself with, not based in teen drama, only to the empty backage thought I barely had. Losing interest in superficial comedy most mates could call as "everything..."

Do not expect joy from relatives, only uncommon strangers... this might been told by the old version of me during the last year's tragedy. Chuckle for a moment, not trying to avoid the path's feeling. Grab a glass of wine observing Manhattan through the fine window beside.

What is the matter? is there something else? my brain struggling going deeper with each bite savoring how sweet the appetizer can be.
Staying here is not ridiculous at all, finally realized, faith brought me here for a...