I am not confused

Delirious

Deranged

Nor am I madd

.

I am not disturbed

.

I am alive and well

.

Walking dead

On the hunt

Starved to death

Twisted drunk

Broken down

Giving up

I'm out of sight

I feel no love

.

I hate this world

I've had enough

I hate myself

I'm out for blood

.

Time I spend to get away

I am alone

I feed off pain

I hurt myself

To stay awake

I Stab myself

To get away

.

My eyes stay red

Filled with shame

Raised by God

I've gone astray

I'm always pissed

Full of rage

.

Real short fuse

Real long days

Stuck on earth

In outer space

.

Stress

.

Locked in hell

Inside myself

I'm growing cold

.

Lighting fires

As I go

.

Ive betrayed my purpose

Ive sold my soul

Keeping secrets

Hiding bones

..

I'm often missing

Out digging holes

..

Whispering to the dead

The echo and the laughter

Trapped inside my head

.

I roam the earth

I ride the rails

Im out at night

I'm always moving

I'm always gone

I have no purpose

I have no home

I choose to suffer

I Sacrifice my life

To stay alive

.

Fueled by poison

Chained to hate

.

I roam.... city after city

...

Escalating

...

My pockets carry violence

My weapon is my words

A Message for the moment

The answers in the dirt

.

I blend with the strong

I relate to the weak

My experience as a monster

My life in the streets

Persuaded by the shadows

Driven by my needs

.

Drinking from the drains

Smiling at my peace

.

Detached

.

I stare into the darkness

as it steals my life

.

Years of survival

.

Decades of pain

.

Practicing perfection

Taking my time

Consumed by obsession

Becoming unhinged

...

The constant discretion

In love with depression

Isolating

Premeditating escape

....

knowing I will never change

.

Hollowed by the truth

When there's nothing left

Cursed to live forever

.

Walking with the dead

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