why !!! did you.!!.?. why!!!?
I cry as anger fills me inside my thoughts give way to culpable homicide leaving a feeling in me of just wanting to die why?

In the end completely contrived your plan your mission to
destroy I !!! ....why!!!? leave me alive !!?
to see all what you had to hide it would have been more humane after 15 years to kill me than to bare witness of your transgressions and was it all worth it one night of lust when you add the cost of the ones who sufferd...