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should i return to the scenes
Is me returning to the scenes some sort of mental reconstruction.
Or am i just heading to destruction.
Thinking maybe if i can see them again i can make them go away
But that just makes them stay
Its cause i get stuck
I cant get past it
I always just seem to mask it
From you
And me to
It all seems be very transparent
Like as soon we find it
It becomes a alot more apparent
That were all just very fucking sad finding ways to hide it
We learn to live and abide by it
Making every action and decision from it
Hoping that one day
That one very special day
You can find a way to kill it and make it finally stay away
But alot of time it doesnt seem to really go that way
So we just stay a stray
Drifting in this sway
Something just let me feel okay