Though the effects aren't clear,
I just don't want to pretend
Cause ever since you left,
I've been feeling alone by myself
They say to know the value of something,
First, you would get to lose it
Today, though I'd see you again,
I feel so... nearly incomplete
Presently, you've become a muse,
And I can't stop myself from thinking
How my heart would survive the bruise,
When you permanently leave my reach
Scrutiny checks on my emotions,
Rehearsing how I'd act when you're gone
Cause right now I see myself falling,
And I know you wouldn't be there to pick me up.

© Cogua
This is what I feel at the moment... I'm aware she'd leave but I can't stop myself from loving her, though I know I'd get hurt when she does leave. It's sad cause she has fallen for me too. She just returned home for a short break from school, she'd be back next tomorrow but I already miss her a lot. I'm wondering how it'd be when she permanently leaves this place for school. Moreover, we reside far away from each other... The chance of us meeting again after here is one against a million.