#TheUnrequitedLove
It was soo stupid of me to show you the inner patterns of my heart to fix my puzzle Not to dazzle through it but to show you my deepest realness and truthfulness.
My true identity and DNA to identify me as genuine but you always saw the counterfeit side of me ,
Never really perceived me to be on your "to-do-list" above and not beneath the sheet of your pages and chapters.
I was never your number one ,
On the scale of one to ten , you put me at the number ten of the number line of your heart cus i was always the last person to be chosen out of the collection of your books .
Never did I win your trust cus to you, I was a play boy to play your coins and dice either for a head or a tail "bet".
My efforts always depreciated instead of appreciated so I ask the question,
Was it wrong to love you wholeheartedly?
with my body , soul and spirit the entire Holy trinity of my being , surrended myself to you thinking you're my saviour to save me from my Sin of a " brokenheart"
But instead, you became the priest to preach the gospel according to" unrequited love".
You prayed and meditated on it day...