As i wonder
my mind starts to ponder
I think of all things great and small
from the short all the way to the tall

I am but a ghost in a big crowd
among the crowd i am drowned
I feel weak and scared
when my space is being shared

It is drowning this being a ghost
my body is yet a host
I am but a shell
carrying a soul through this hell

For my mind speaks endlessly
but my mouth stays unflashy
I can hear all
and yet my mind leaves an endless call

I want to dissappear
from those who might appear
I want to stay silent here
I want to stay in my own atmosphere

For when I eventually speak
all one can do is fall weak
As no one seems to hear or care
so my precious words I shall spare
© zeneeck