It's been 30 days,
And I have still failed
To register that you are gone.

It seems a nightmare
But I'm still not aware
That I have to mourn.


And I'm wondering

When was
The last time
I met you,
The last time
I checked on you,
The last time
I told you
I love you..?

Why was
It that you
Couldn't tell mum
Couldn't yell once
Couldn't try to
Ring us friends ...