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Not Right Now
You say it's only me and that is it.
But then you say you can't commit.
I'm getting tired of all the chasing I do.
But for me it's only you.
We have a great time together.
Really feels like it could be forever.
Am I just wishing for something to explore.
What would be different, if you wanted more.
You say as long as it's me then you will not be with anyone else.
But is it really me cause you don't consider what I want, just yourself.
Then again so do I.
What do you do when you go and hide?
Its draining me, and you say just have fun.
How can I keep up when I have no assurance I am the only one.
Is this a habit I formed from former men I've seen.
Or am I genuinely falling for you cause we make a great team.
Hoping, endless hoping, this is more than just a dream.
© Kelli Ritter