LIFE CHANGING

I'm starting to wonder if I'm just suppose to remain cold, no empathy, nor sympathy, just numb to my soul,

At one time in my life, I enjoyed embracing every negative role, it wasn't necessarily my choice, It was that I had to survive the streets of Oakland,California at 7, being a run away from home,

Crimes from selling crack, to pimping, became the format for my mold, But I also learned quickly, while being overly exposed to the G-codes, a violent streak you must hone,

If you want to survive or continue to grow amongst the wolves, that's family and foe,

You do away with the emotional.
You don't disclose your honeycomb.
You never gloat, or show boat.

Now the formal for all I've cemented in me I've just exposed,

Today October 19, 2021. My son is 17, and I must...