Mom?
I know I'm not the girl you always had in mind,
I'm not as good and I'm not as kind.
I left you in times when you needed me too,
I couldnt protect you on days when you couldn't see through.
I couldnt take care of you when you couldnt see clear,
cause over the years, I developed this fear.
I couldnt accept your new love affair,
because I hate all your lying, I don't think it was fair.

Dad?
I know I'm not the daughter for who you always wished,
cause there're so many chapters of my life that you've missed.
You tried your best to be a good dad,
and you did a great job, you've been far less mad.
You've been better than your dad than he was to you,
and I appreciate your trying through and through.

Sister?
I know I'm not the sister for who you always asked,
I couldn't please you enough, because I wasnt as fast,
I think you'ld only love me, if I was less than you,
but I think I was never enough for you.
I know the things you did werent because of me,
but yet I always wish that you would have let me be.
Im sorry for all the times I made you this angry,
Im sorry my dear, I know you tried to stay friendly.

I'm sorry, I loved you, but I couldnt stay,
cause I always felt this need to just run away.
I loved you, my love, and sometimes I still do,
but alone it is better, we all know that it's true.

© Julessss