It was a dark moonless night ..
But i was still waiting for the moon ,
What if i could get a glance of it.
Everything was blurry around me,
I was staring through tears .
When a silhoutte of a little girl appeared
I could recognise her ..
It was me, my younger self..
The one who wanted to live
Who was really happy
Whose smile was never fake
I remember her, she was never afraid to love, to be loved, to trust , to be trusted
She never have draptomania
It was a ratrouvaile for me
My vision was still blurry but i could see she's crying
I tried to hug her but she backoff
I asked her what happened
She blamed me that I killed her
I let them kill her
She wanted to live
I started crying because she wasn't wrong but I wasn't either
I...