Walking Alone in the rain,
as I softy touch the flowing tears
that drip down my Face,
my Smile left without a trace,
as I slowly tremble in fear..

memories cycle like A music player,
laughing and Crying, all in place,
touching the Core of my heart
for the pain and Sadness to release
all that has been involved in my chest.

all my friends and family left me
in the Dark to slowly Suffer!
drowning in silence in symphony,
hear The Words Cycle again,
as I Cry myself to sleep and weaver
in my lonley sorrow.
drowning in silence and pain,
as the darkness slowly divours
my Smile and Shadow..

as if I'm Worth Anything,
to the world or anyone worth living.
as I smile when tho it's fake,
it's hiding the pain,
自殺願望はそのまま
(suicide thoughts as it was)
in my mind,
felt betrayed, used by everyone
in my past.

as I fall ony...