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DeadLy DePth.
#HLK*
I wish so badly that depth to me was not such a massive mystery, wish that Satan, Jesus, Grimm reaper...well... whoever is in charge for that matter will appear to me and put me out of my mysary!.
No more break ups, no more disappointments, no more forgotten anaversary or doctor appointments!!.
I'm sick of being sick, so tired of being tired and terrified for the fact that it no longer helps even if I get wired,as if my inner happiness was a place of employment and I just got God dahm fired!.
At the end it must end with death or dying... otherwise prefered ending won't be required, my soul grew quiet, like my positivity hard to sustain just like a low carb diet or chantless riot...Or the score board without the tri out's...my Heart's soul suffers from an incurable drought, All refreshment or purity seems to never be......
I wish so badly that depth to me was not such a massive mystery, wish that Satan, Jesus, Grimm reaper...well... whoever is in charge for that matter will appear to me and put me out of my mysary!.
No more break ups, no more disappointments, no more forgotten anaversary or doctor appointments!!.
I'm sick of being sick, so tired of being tired and terrified for the fact that it no longer helps even if I get wired,as if my inner happiness was a place of employment and I just got God dahm fired!.
At the end it must end with death or dying... otherwise prefered ending won't be required, my soul grew quiet, like my positivity hard to sustain just like a low carb diet or chantless riot...Or the score board without the tri out's...my Heart's soul suffers from an incurable drought, All refreshment or purity seems to never be......
