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DeadLy DePth.
#HLK*
I wish so badly that depth to me was not such a massive mystery, wish that Satan, Jesus, Grimm reaper...well... whoever is in charge for that matter will appear to me and put me out of my mysary!.
No more break ups, no more disappointments, no more forgotten anaversary or doctor appointments!!.
I'm sick of being sick, so tired of being tired and terrified for the fact that it no longer helps even if I get wired,as if my inner happiness was a place of employment and I just got God dahm fired!.
At the end it must end with death or dying... otherwise prefered ending won't be required, my soul grew quiet, like my positivity hard to sustain just like a low carb diet or chantless riot...Or the score board without the tri out's...my Heart's soul suffers from an incurable drought, All refreshment or purity seems to never be... passed on to me.
eventho it doesn't sound like it's possible trust me, the actual happenings in real life way more horrible...
barely frickin tolerable.
Sometimes I wish my experiences could be like my so called outward appearance.... somewhat adorable, ... yeah right my inner soul liquafiable, that not at all denyable,
Too broken now to even be able to cry it through... biggest mistake that they all made...told yah don't make me dahm mad!!!
Fuck you!!!I don't need you!!!!
Just let me be coz I've been thru what I've been thru, can't run or walk or even afford the same dahm shoe as you, so don't try n walk in mine coz you'll break before the fuuuucking finish line!!!aBut.... here's a high five for God dahm trying:)
in the end this world and lifetime.... even the whole planet Earth... a waste of existence... my maybe morbid but straight forward words are true, karma gonna come for you!!!.
People in my circle... can only name a few, not related to Jesus, hope they not a Jew.... give me a Chappie to chew..!!!
All I also know is People of my kind are very few, alive because we have no other choice...crying out for release but have lost our deepest inner voice, in the end there ain't no dahm second or correct choice!!!.
∆∆∆R€AP€®∆∆∆
I wish so badly that depth to me was not such a massive mystery, wish that Satan, Jesus, Grimm reaper...well... whoever is in charge for that matter will appear to me and put me out of my mysary!.
No more break ups, no more disappointments, no more forgotten anaversary or doctor appointments!!.
I'm sick of being sick, so tired of being tired and terrified for the fact that it no longer helps even if I get wired,as if my inner happiness was a place of employment and I just got God dahm fired!.
At the end it must end with death or dying... otherwise prefered ending won't be required, my soul grew quiet, like my positivity hard to sustain just like a low carb diet or chantless riot...Or the score board without the tri out's...my Heart's soul suffers from an incurable drought, All refreshment or purity seems to never be... passed on to me.
eventho it doesn't sound like it's possible trust me, the actual happenings in real life way more horrible...
barely frickin tolerable.
Sometimes I wish my experiences could be like my so called outward appearance.... somewhat adorable, ... yeah right my inner soul liquafiable, that not at all denyable,
Too broken now to even be able to cry it through... biggest mistake that they all made...told yah don't make me dahm mad!!!
Fuck you!!!I don't need you!!!!
Just let me be coz I've been thru what I've been thru, can't run or walk or even afford the same dahm shoe as you, so don't try n walk in mine coz you'll break before the fuuuucking finish line!!!aBut.... here's a high five for God dahm trying:)
in the end this world and lifetime.... even the whole planet Earth... a waste of existence... my maybe morbid but straight forward words are true, karma gonna come for you!!!.
People in my circle... can only name a few, not related to Jesus, hope they not a Jew.... give me a Chappie to chew..!!!
All I also know is People of my kind are very few, alive because we have no other choice...crying out for release but have lost our deepest inner voice, in the end there ain't no dahm second or correct choice!!!.
∆∆∆R€AP€®∆∆∆
