And this darkness I am heartless all alone deflecting on the past..
Drinking down these bottles trying to forget what I lost....

Trying to forget you....

But it's hard... All honestly you was the best thing that ever happened to me now in this darkness I am all alone feeling worthless.
Now I am in the middle of November trying to find a place to call my home but it will never be one cuz I burned those bridges like I drink those bottles trying to ease the pain if I had one more chance I would take it God ....
But there is no such thing as God only pain and suffering I made a fool's choice now I live a fool's life now my woman's in the arms of another man...

I swear to God I will kill myself and at all you stole my heart and I can't get you off my mind my dear beloved Cheyenne..
You was a perfect woman carved can darkness but you shine in the light and I tossed away like I tossed these bottles away God damn it's cold out here lost in the rain feeling heartless I am worthless I am a loser and you was and you was my everything everything I always wanted you gave me a child and I burned you..
I burn everything at the end like I burned these brushes time at the time again if I had one chance to pick up these pieces I would please read this...
I'm screaming out to you not to forgive me just to speak to me one more time I miss you I truly miss you I'm sorry I stabbed you so many times can you look at me now please does life is a torment this past is a burden you bring you bring the light to my day because my days are dark.....

Hangman....