Honestly I don’t know
You know how hard it is to do this shit?
When the rhymes just won’t hit.
When you hear the notes in your ear
But you just aren’t there.
When you isolate yourself
But you still worry about everyone else.
When I want to stay on a shelf
Just so I can help myself.
Honestly I don’t know
If I’ll ever just be able to go.
But fuck it’s a free throw.
Just a mask for show.

How much does it take to get thoughts out?
How much pain does it take till I can shout?
How much shame does it take till it rains?
I feel crippled in my mind full of lames.
I don’t want to bring you with me.
But entrance is free.
I feel so selfish.
I keep feelings to myself like a Hermit Shellfish.
I love you but I need you to shew.
Cause only I can fit these shoes.
Ones full of burden,
And I’ll hate myself if it leaves you hurtin’
I wish I could keep to myself, bottled up.
But sooner or later it’ll overflow the...