Don't they know it's the end of what we thought we knew of the world?! Always in a race to get to the next best thing so our heads are always spinning faster than a ballerina can twirl. Trying to find something to fix our sights on and so we can finally let our energy unfurl.
If you think I'm living my life all wrong, why don't you come try it for yourself and I will sit back to watch as you give it a whirl. I'm not a perfect person, but I got a perfect balance of good and bad like your two favorite flavors in an ice cream swirl. I sit in silence, inhaling the good shit while exhaling the bullshit, this meditation is my medication and it takes me to a higher place, where fluorescent lights turn into fields of floral.
I lost myself looking for myself in this fun house of mirrors, trying to find which reflection was truly mine.
Now aware that I once use to walk through this crazy life like Stevie wondering how could we all be so blind... If you can see through it to the flip side, then you my friend are a one of a kind. It's that place where everything that you once considered to be wrong was actually right and the truth doesn't hurt because there's only lies.. You will be called crazy if you choose not to comply. All of those good memories you had, now belong to the by and by. The only way to get out alive is one kills their old self by suicide. Telling that girl in the mirror staring back at me, that everything will be alright, no time for crying now so dry your eyes.
With every right step that I thought I took, it turned out I was misleading myself instead, only another wrong turn again and I'm left asking myself why? Some days I feel like the wash wasn't complete cuz the aftermath of karma's still coming after me. Then I caught a glimpse of the light house on the beach and I knew it was all within my reach. Electricity to the lightbulb and I had the knowledge flowing through to me almost like it was wikileaks confidential confidence, some would call it a breach. Now I stop to smell the flowers and I take it all with me each time I level up, putting it all together as I go, like a puzzle, piece by piece.
Is it wrong or is it right?! No one really knows all we can do is just agree to disagree. Everything is debatable and it's all just fiction unless it is a fact, just another Fable like Cain and Able.
You do whatever you need to do to keep your sanity stable. Always change it up so no one can stick you with the label. Don't let anyone go hungry, but watch who you let sit at your table.

Jessie J AkA Jessica Johnson
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