So much pain
So much trouble
Wake up in the morning and wonder if it's all worth it
Seems like there's more trouble in living than dying
Nothing to offer
Hopelessness settling in
Crippling my mind
This world is not for the living
Death is the only recourse

So much pain
So much trouble
I try to sleep
My eyes bloodshot, refuse to close
Try to count the sheep
But I keep missing some
I hope for better days
To see the sun beyond the dark clouds
But lost is all I feel
Death is the only recourse

So much pain
So much trouble
Death keeps prowling my mind
Hades calling me
I am deaf to this world
And to the heartaches
So much death
Can you hear their cries
Tormented souls begging for mercy
Asking for a second death

So much pain
So much trouble
I see no brighter days
No light at the end of the tunnel
I look at the man in the mirror
Misery and pain drawn on his face
I look around
Everything is so isolate
The encroaching darkness is a terror
Drooping flowers and petals falling
My fate is to embrace the darkness

I'm sick in the head
The fever eats my mind
I shoot the man in the mirror
Darkness engulfs me
It is over

So much pain
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