09-11-2020
Monday
It all happens to me that,
Nothing turns out to be right.
People mock at me
For no reasons at all.

I sleep under the trees
Where the sky lay above me.
Sometimes, I fall asleep by the filthy drains.
Because I got no place to call a home,anymore.

I don't drink to prove my weakness.
Nor to show I got money.
People embarrass and curse me in public.
All they think is I am worthless.

I had a life too,
Where the colorful moments painted my life.
But constantly began to refuse to be in the way I wanted.
And my family went apart.

Karma refused to go with my hopes too.
But I don't have hard feelings about it.
Today,I keep my head down
Because,all the pieces inside me keeps on breaking.

I got fired from the job once j loved so much.
My wife and the kids walked out of my life.
Now they have a completely new life
And honestly, I don't fit in the picture anymore.

My loved ones are gone ,so live for what?
i drink often.
I seldom touch the food.
Because,nothing is same now.

If my sleeping near the drains bother you,
Please,realize these things
I can't turn the clock back
But you still can.
thank you!
Pema Lhamo
Bhutan🇧🇹