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Dark poetry (viewer discretion is advised)

Some days i'm alright... other days shit gets tough at night.. a battle in my head. random thoughts saying I wish i was dead..

cant get out of bed.. i dread my regrets of what I did in the past instead... I imagine situations in my life that really get me upset... i start to see red. everything goes black and I can't see up ahead...

images flashing causing me to lose my breath.. i can't believe.. is this really me? have i lost all control? Have i grown so cold? have I really started to bleed? Have i really been misled?

has my insanity caused me to see blindly of my evil deeds? my darkness taking over me completely... like a tsunami. drowning me deeply..

screaming as loud as i can... but nobody hears me.. nobody understands.. why i am the way I am....

Nobody gives me a hand.. nobody knows how much I have to withstand the quicksand of my thoughts before they become into plans.. before they even expand...

i'm telling you man.. this is how it is in this one life span. that i'm forever brand... from the moment my life began.

© Kaylee Applegarth