unable to say more than I feel
but when it comes to my keys and notes
it all comes out like word vomit

while composing this,
I've had millions of thoughts
written and cleared up to deleted spaces
because I was in search of the term:
"Good enough poetry"

sometimes I ask myself what am I really passionate about?
fine I love poetry and I do it.
but would I ever take it for granted

words are hard to be expressed by the mouth in my opinion
mostly by a person with clustered mindset
The fear of ever being judged or
just the fear of not being listened to.

In my little time of trying to go deep in my thoughts about reality...