Do not buy me flowers
after you've hurt me...
the game of love and love me nots
tires my heart.
carry me
carry me
carry me
far from here
far from you
far from your neglect
forget me please
forget that I have ever loved you
forget that I have ever wanted you
or even needed you
I've been cold
I've been lost
I've been alone
for so so long
I've felt the loneliness burst like spring flowers within me...
growing thickly into a forest which I Have walked into alone
for so long...
flowers bigger than the bouquet you bring with you each time you return.
carry me
carry me
carry me
far from here
away from your uncertainty
away from your memories
I do not belong there
I do not want myself there anymore
I do not want anything from there...
The scent of your indifference repulses me
it hurts
it burns
it destroys
it eats me up
It erases all...
it cannot replace all the love I lost
with every teardrop that fell from my eyes...
carry me
carry me
carry me
and take me where there is hope
where I will be remembered
Where I will be loved...
where I can grow flowers
not let them wither with with uncertainty.

© Dee.M💕