In your eyes i see nothing
amidst it all i feel lost
in the utmost
conspiracy of my heart and soul
i put everything above and beyond
the night skies
drifting from the moon and the stars
circling the planets and solar system
and back
my contrite body felt loose and rigid
and yet here i am feeling shy and timid
lost amongst the gaps of the world
no inside knowledge of what the world is like before
lost beyond the sounds of the world
and amongst the people of the village
my thoughts are scattered
i can't controlled them
i am a wanderer beyond thoughts and impressions
i love boldly and wonderfully
but no one seems to care about me
in a relationship that seems to be filled with love is rather loveless
i am here in body but not in thoughts
where am i
i can't seem to figure it out
i am alone
lost and terrified of what the future
might holds

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